Not Your Damn Submissive (Denial Book 1) by Valenti Amy

Author:Valenti, Amy [Valenti, Amy]
Language: eng
Format: azw3
Published: 2014-06-02T16:00:00+00:00

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Callum

I stared at the empty doorway where I’d last seen Kat, my limbs refusing to obey my commands to move, my brain stalling.

She was right. I shouldn’t have pushed, not before we’d at least gotten some sleep. I was fucking up left, right and centre with this woman, and in retrospect it was hardly surprising. The things she must have been through…

The worst thing that could happen now was for her to find me still naked, still in her bed when she got back from the bathroom. I pushed back my emotional tornado and dressed quickly, then took a final glance backward at the bed where we’d finally connected before heading through the apartment into her living room.

Really looking around me for the first time since I’d stepped into the apartment, I noticed small details of disarray in an otherwise tidy space. An e-reader and a plate scattered with crumbs on the coffee table. A small stack of folded laundry over the arm of a chair. She didn’t appear to have any pets, just a few plants here and there.

I sat down on the couch to wait for her, not wanting to appear threatening by lurking, but with absolutely no intention of just leaving after what she’d shared with me. Anger boiled up within me again as her words came back to me. It was hellish. It took me almost a month to work up the courage to get away.

I wanted to find the fucker who’d treated her so badly and throw him into a vat of boiling oil, then pull him out and dump him in a barrel of salt. Simply shooting him was way too good for him. I knew there were some wannabe Doms who abused women and called it BDSM—it had been the reason I’d turned down the role in a movie adaptation of the most recent BDSM book women were going crazy over. I hadn’t wanted women to show my scripted portrayal to their men and say that was how BDSM was really practised. The script had been irresponsible; I hadn’t read the original book to see if that was any better.

Fuck. No wonder Kat had tried to run from me. Her whole terrible experience had started with the wrong book and the wrong guy. And I’d trapped her in a temporary job that must have brought everything back, though she hadn’t taken the opportunity to leave when I’d given her an out.

If I could just go back to the first day I met her…

“I thought I told you to get out.”

I hadn’t heard Kat come out of the bathroom, and her quiet, dispirited voice startled me. I almost stood up, then decided to stay sitting.

“I’ll go, but there’s something I need to say first.”

“I don’t want to hear it.” She was hugging herself and staring fixedly at the wall over my head, so obviously hurt that I ached to make everything better for her, somehow. “I want you to go, Callum, before you lose control of yourself and do something horrible.

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